So, I've been trying to figure out how to celebrate turning 42, and for the life of me nothing was really sticking. 

This "journal" entry! So let me star by saying welcome to my Chapter 42!

I've realized, the majority of my 42 years of me being here, I've said yes to doing a lot more things that I 

I'm usually the person who waits and puts things off until the very last minute, then crunch, rush and beat myself up to hurry and get it done. I also usually say yes to doing a lot of things, knowing very well I really don't have any interest or want to do it, but some how I manage to get it done. I've done this for a good chunk of these 42 chapters. 

to get it done but this is me jumping in and sharing with the hopes of creating space for open and meaningful dialog,  about thing's that interest me and  

I've been working on this post for a good while, thinking how can I make it seem significant and profound, but then I realized looking for quotes or a pic to post wasn't it for me.